External vaildation for security, prestige and the like was my nemesis. The price of tuition to develop capacity to grant myself permission to leap (OK, it was more of a crawl...) out of the abyss was unrecoverable but necessary time. The resulting freedom from the compulsion to justify my existence - priceless. Thank you for your moving post.
A great trader once told me that everything I want in life is on the other side of fear
External vaildation for security, prestige and the like was my nemesis. The price of tuition to develop capacity to grant myself permission to leap (OK, it was more of a crawl...) out of the abyss was unrecoverable but necessary time. The resulting freedom from the compulsion to justify my existence - priceless. Thank you for your moving post.
Thank you...I needed to hear that.
This is simply f’ing brilliant. Thank you for sharing.